Monday, February 05, 2007

Time In A Bottle

Another period of time to learn the toughest lesson ever again on How To Let Go. I think it's a lesson to teach me not to be selfish time and again. I wish i could just let God to control what's happening after all and i don't have to bother what's going on in others' life whom i wanted to care. Caring someone proves to me that it'll turn out to be utterly in vain.
Do you have expectation towards someone you love? Normally i do but i guess in the end i will just make a person feels that he or she is a failure or am i a failure instead because i couldn't make the person feel important to me? On the other hand, if i were not to have any expectation, would it be better for him or her to get on with his or her life?What if the person complained that i don't care about him or her later then?Is giving freedom equals to loving a person?
Most of the time im trapped in all these kinds of dilemma whether how should i treat a person. No doubt, im a hypocrite in what i have said and done. I would just try my best to do what's best now for im accountable to God in every single actions and words that come from me. Perhaps i'll try my very best to enable myself to let "it" go as soon as possible.

Sunday, February 04, 2007

What Hurts the MOST

Is the throbbing pain caused by the one you love and being too close is after all bearing with the aftermath aches.