Tuesday, February 26, 2008

At a crossroads

At this juncture of life, unfortunately i do not know who to turn to for advice whether or not i join the teaching profession. Therefore, i started to reread the purpose driven. I do not know why i did that yesterday but i feel so desperate for an answer from God. Was it too late to search for an answer now? What would i love end up to be? Perhaps God is constantly speaking to me in different ways but on the other hand, im constantly being drowned by the voice of the world.
Lately, chris, grace, mel and i have been sharing the what we wanted to do so much after our graduation. We have a common desire, that is to travel to another place to see another part of this wonderful world. Experiencing a different culture, undergoing dissimilar education system, broadening our insights about life were the things we were looking forward to do and hoping that these wishes would come true someday down the road. Perhaps these are some of the dreams that could be fulfilled, prayerfully. Four of us grow closer especially during these last few weeks of our final semester. Seriously, we talked about various stuff and at times, attempting to help each other not to make wrong decision with our best effort in different aspects of our lives.
Now, learning to make a correct decision is the toughest part in my life. I do not wish to make a decision out of self-guilt or too focused on what i want to do and what i want to be instead of what God wants me to do and to be.
Suffice to say, i need an confirmation and support to where i want to go next..

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