Ever since i have started working, life has tremendously changed. I come to face the reality. The working environment isn't too bad after all. It's just that the work load is unbearable sometimes and my sense of timing has to be accurate somehow as it is project-based work is all about deadlines. Well, come to think of it, I am given an opportunity now to be discipline and prudent. In big or small decisions, whether it's pertaining to personal life or work, definitely the every single minute detail has to be taken into account. "Can not be short-sighted," as how my boss mentioned it.
But unfortunately, i have been slacking in my spiritual life. Seriously, i'm growing but not spiritually but horizontally. Well, at some point of time, i truly need to break away from the life that i am living now. I am not satisfied at all honestly in terms of my relationship with the One above.
However, there are things that i won't stop giving thanks to God. Regarding my work, i have two programme advisors(the founders) and one direct supervisor, who are generally humble and generous in sharing their knowledge and experience in our field of work. On top of that, all of them are Christians and "the strong ones" i would say=). Isn't it amazing? I thought it won't be too good to be surrounded by a bunch of Christians but i came to realization that wherever i have been sent to, i will always have Christian friends around me or in way, am i too comfortable or God knows that i would fall easily that's why He sends many angels to "watch over" me? Well, well, well, perhaps...
In terms of my personal life, i thank God that i have the determination to make a change, of course for the betterment of my future.
Therefore, i am staying late tonight in the office to complete with what i can. The battle starts tomorrow..
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