Wednesday, November 01, 2006

hypocrisy

Mind you, Jesus hates hypocrites!so am i one of them too? in fact, i think i should reexamine myself in dealing with how should i be honest with what i feel and what i say. Does my heart, my feeling matches what i utter?sometimes yes, depends on who the person is. i believe it is a hard going lesson from God to my conscience now. besides, it's an unpleasant encounter when you have to fight it through by first asking for forgiveness and then, learn to forgive myself without any marks of ensuing guilt. There are times too, i will rather look into it others' fault and weaknesses when Jesus taught us, "Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother's eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye?(v.1)You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye and then you will see clearly t remove the speck from your brother's eye(v.5)"- Matt7:1&5. Who am i to judge those people whom i first thought were hypocrites?Ironically, it all resulted in knowing that actually i am one of them too..Perhaps, i should be labelled as a hypocrite too!!