i should have..

I should have kept quiet (instead of voicing out my mind and heart)
I should have closed the door (instead letting in the endless disaster)
I should have been firmed with my decision (instead of giving in most of the time)
I should have shut my ear to what's the world telling me to do
I should have listened first to God
I should have handled it wisely
I should have hardened my heart (instead of letting myself being vulnerable now)
I should have stopped repeating the traumatic past
I should have liberated from pain (why is it still nagging in me?)
I should have freed from all hurts (why is it still aching in my heart?)

After all, it has proved to me otherwise...

I have returned.

Today marked the second week of my 3rd year 1st semester. Just in case if you thought that i'm missing in action, too bad i'm not..hehe!!It's just that i was rather busy for the past few days. Only by now i've gotten myself to settle down and begin my journey afresh in year 2007. The other day, i remembered someone asked me my new year resolution and unfortunately i didn't have one or at least half..hehe..However,i guess i should have thought of what do i want to do this year or what i dont want to do..the list of do's and dont's might go on and on.
I had lunch with a bunch of PKV people today which was sort of uplifting me with Victor's news that he will have classes on Saturday. Sound upsetting and he was complaining about that but he told us that he should stop complaining because one of his new year resolution was NOT-TO-COMPLAIN-TOO-MUCH. We were teasing him of this because instead of setting this as his new year resolution why not change it to NOT-TO-COMPLAIN-AT-ALL?From now onwards, i don't want to complain about my Fridays class anymore but the one thing that i dislike is the class time clashes with PKV Meeting=(
Disregard my physical absence in pkv weekly meetings, the spirit of meeting up and encouraging one another is still there. Thank God for the self-proclaimed PSF (Pretty-Sister-Fellowship).
Anyway, i have to continue with my lesson plan though it's only the 2nd week and loaded with assignments..